Rockhead
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 14:18:11 GMT -5
Rockwhisker looked up in the direction of Jetts voice. "Apologize for what?" He said. Rockwhisker jumped off the rock and over to Jett. "It is not your fault what happened. If it is any cats it is mine." Rockwhisker walked right passed Jett.
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 14:20:05 GMT -5
Jett sighed, she was completly lost now. "Vat did I do rong?"she asked, she seriously wanted to know. "Vat did I miss, Vat gan I do to make it bettuer?"
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 14:25:33 GMT -5
.Rockwhisker sighed. "You are oblivious." He said. He continued walking away. He still couldn't believe that Jett was so oblivious. He soon reached the camp and slowly walked inside. Something he almost never did. Rockwhisker headed into the small warriors den and soon fell asleep. He was dreaming about Jett. Some would say it was a dream but what happened earlier it felt like a nightmare to Rockwhisker.
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 14:33:36 GMT -5
Jett sighed as Rockwhisker dissapeared into the forest, she wouldn't sleep for days now, but good starclan did she ever wish she could. Feeling hopless she concidered surendering herself to scorchclan to be killed, or taken as an underling, used for breeding, anythig. Nothing had ever hurt her so much as this day. The weight of her mistake was so great she felt that she would break her back from carrying it on her shoulders. With what felt like a gret hollow in her soul she wandered off further into IvyClan teritory, maybe she would be caught by a patrol, maybe someone coukd keep her from messing up ever again... she didn't care anymore anyways.
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Rockhead
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 14:54:07 GMT -5
Rockwhisker woke up several minutes later. He left the den and sadly had to lead a small border patrol. He gathered the cats and left the camp with them. He soon reached a border and scented Jett. Her sweet scent just made his day worse. Rockwhisker stopped when he scented Jett again. "You guys head back to camp, I will finish the patrol." He said with a slight amount of pain and sadness in his voice.
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 14:59:14 GMT -5
Finding a treetop perch Jett sat like a statue, she held a stare to the path below, silentlly waiting for anything. At the sound of a patrol Jett stiffend up even more, not bothering to scent or listen closer.
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Rockhead
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 15:04:29 GMT -5
AFter the other cats in the patrol left, Rockwhisker started to slowly walk down the border. He scented Jett, and fresh. "Jett?" He whispered almost silently. He looked around and couldn't see her. But he could scent her. He started to look for her. He needed to tell her something. Something that would either make him the happiest cat ever or make him want to die.
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 15:11:05 GMT -5
Jett spotted Rockwhisker as he passed below her, though she didn't move and inch. Keeping her stare straight ahead, she sat for a moment as he looked around. "May I sugezd lookingup?" she said, very monotone, before she jumped down.
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 15:18:01 GMT -5
Rockwhisker almost jumped out of his fur when Jett jumped out of the tree. "That thought never occurred to me. But something has and I have not been able to stop thinking about it." He said with a slight amount of happiness in his voice. He also hoped that Jett would catch on to what he was trying to say.
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 15:36:37 GMT -5
A tear welled up in Jett's eye. "Iv you try do say something, Say it clearly. I do not vish to mek another mistake." slowly Jett walked forward, toward Rockwhisker.
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 15:45:32 GMT -5
Rockwhisker sighed. "Well from the minute I met you I knew you were special. But every time I was with you and away from you I couldn't stop thinking of you. Basically what I am trying to tell you is from the moment I met you I was in love. I was in love with you! So Jett will you be my mate?" He said, relieved he had finally told her how he felt.
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 16:12:03 GMT -5
Trying to put joy to her tears instead of the sad emptiness that supported them was hard. "I..." she tried to speak, make up her mind. "I gan't." She swallowed hard, shaking her head. "Not right now, I gan't" she turned "I'm sorry." With that she took a few slow step, pausing to look back, then ran. "I'm sorry" she whispered once more as she dashed.
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 16:18:31 GMT -5
Rockwhisker became depressed and upset when he heard Jett's answer. He tried to move but he couldn't get his paws to move. He tried to speak but nothing would come out. He also tried to stay awake but the icy darkness of depression and sadness quickly came over him. He soon passed out, his eyes still wide open. He couldn't believe that he had told Jett how he felt and she just turned and walked away, just like that.
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 16:51:24 GMT -5
Jett swalowed tears as she returned to the small rock den where she had slept before, she wasn't ready to face the ither forest cats. It was all coming at her too fast. Rockwhisker was the first cat she had talked to for starclan knows how long, she wanted to be his friend. Missing all the sighns, she had been happy just thinking that they could be good friends. Jett wasn't completly sure if she felt more for him, he was the only cat she knew. Her silver eyes would have seemed dull to any cat right now, all the sadness in them. Knowing she couldn't hide Jett left the small place and set off to anywhere, just trying to get away from herself.
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 16:57:42 GMT -5
Rockwhisker didn't wake. If someone looked it would seem like he was dead. In his sleep all he could see was what Jett had said and done. He kept having the same nightmare. He finally told someone about his feelings and it was like that cat had ripped his heart out and cut it to ribbons in front of him. It was like the perfect torture.
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 21:07:57 GMT -5
"Rockwhisker!" Sunsetfur called out, racing to the tom's side. Hearing that his clanmate had not returned from his patrol Sunsetfur had rushed out to find him. "Come on! We have to get you back to camp" he insisted, nudging Rockwhisker. "Ya great log! I can't carry you back alone"
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 21:12:30 GMT -5
Rockwhisker slowly woke up. "Go back to camp. Just leave me here to die." HE said with a very serious tone. He was completely serious about what he said. If he couldn't be with Jett then he didn't want to be with anyone. He slowly stood up. "And I am not going back to camp right away. There is a reason I didn't return with the patrol."
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 21:17:57 GMT -5
"I'm not leaving you to die." Sunsetfur said sternly, placing himself firmly. "I won't leave until you're ready to follow" he persisted "And what could be so bad that you woulkd wish to die?" he asked, Rockwhisker had been a tad odd lately.
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Post by Rockhead on Oct 18, 2009 21:23:30 GMT -5
Rockwhisker spoke, "Everything went wrong! Ever since my first day as an apprentice everything has gone wrong! What would make me want to live in this forest?" He started to walk aimlessly in a random direction, hoping it was away from Jett. He stopped and looked at him paws. "Why Jett?" He whispered almost silently to himself and Starclan.
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Post by sydney on Oct 18, 2009 21:43:47 GMT -5
"I don't know what happened." Sunsetfur began "But I know you'll get through it" he encouraged. "You're a strong cat, you keep fighting, you have to. We all have to. It will get better... you just gotta shrug it off and get back up, try again." Sunsetfur kept tellign Rockwisker things, hoping one of them would stick. "If you need to, you can tell me what happened, you have to tell me what you need help with though." Normaly Rockwhisker kept emotions to himself, staying verry plain, now was diferent, Sunsetfur could tell that he was hurt, more than ever before.
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